GENENINAH - because becky can't spell (mrshannibal) wrote in unquiet,
GENENINAH - because becky can't spell

i hate when this happens

this morning's dream:

i am at a house down the street near the bowling alley...there are several people in the house - most are friends...children running around, lots of food, beverages, what nots and a couple of dogs...the celebration is my birthday and at first i am fine with it...but then it becomes too much for me to handle, and i want to leave...i still want the party to continue, but i don't want to be there anymore...i hear someone say a couple of people are coming to play some live music and i want to be gone before they arrive...someone brings out the cake with a bunch of candles and everyone sings as i blow out the candles...the anxiety is overwhelming now, so i get up and literally walk out he front's sunny and bright outside and i want to run and hide...i walk along the side of the house and look for a place when i see more people arrive with food and ice cream...a couple of young girls come up to me and smile, then go off to a nearby park and play...i walk around the house only to discover the side door is another entrance to the house and people can see me...i walk around a monster truck in the driveway and just stand there, hoping not to be found...i hear singing and the musicians are sitting in the front yard playing and singing...
i have nowhere to go...
then i woke up...
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