ur mom (saccage) wrote in unquiet,
ur mom

I hate that insomina keeps me up this late, and what I hate most is that at this hour, my mind takes a downward spiral and there is nothing I can do to stop it. I hate bipolar. I hate pushing everyone away and then being mad at everyone later-on when I ask for help when it was ME in the BEGINNING who did not want their presence, to begin with. I hate how I feel like an 'emo-crybaby' when I make posts like this. I hate how my family is 50/50 on supporting me. I hate that my ExBoyfriend is still in my mind and haunting my dreams eight months later. I hate that our anniversary is comming up. I hate how my heart tells me I need to move on when I don't want to go through that agony, again. I hate my job, I hate my house, I hate how nothing works, I hate god, and I hate my life.

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